Hey love!

Last year I did an *almost* last minute trip to milk the juices of some specific Astrocartograpy placements and transits happening right there in Crete, Greece 🇬🇷🫒😍.

It was such a life changing trip that I can’t believe I didn’t share more of my insights with you!

So here’s a juicy one:

You don’t *need* to let go in order to manifest the things you want.

Lemme tell you how this insight came about👇🏼

Around end of Aug, mid Sept of last year, l had some deep rooted pain and perception that I was exhausted of carrying with me.

In a moment of depletion, l asked God/Universe with all my mighty to change it – to release this burden from me.
And I became certain that it would be done.

Even thou I didn’t know *when* it would be done, I just knew it would. I just knew it was a done deal.

💭 I remember even thinking to myself that this trip was so timely as I’d have so many new and interesting things to focus on that I’d be able to take my mind off it for a bit.

And now as I’m looking back at that time — a year has passed! — I want to tell this version of me from last year who was feeling so exhausted and depleted that… her request was so so so well heard and cared for that the seemingly impossible actually happened. She had what she asked for and more!

But here’s the kicker:

When the request was heard and {very well} fulfilled, I realized that….

I didn’t like the *way* it came about.

Or better saying, the way I *thought* it came about.

The thing is that I really really REALLY dislike the concept of “letting go”

Ask any of my coaches or close friends 😅

Tell me that I need to let go of something and immediately all my walls are built up and I’m resisting wherever process is supposed to happen for it and after it.

{when people come to me with that sentence I am already screaming on the inside “I REALLY want this thing, how on F*KING earth you want me let go of it?” I don’t say it out loud, of course but you can bet that’s what I’m thinking 😁}

Now something else to keep in mind about me:👇🏼

I LOVE tinkering with things! Experimenting and figuring out how things work is what I do by default. ⚙️ Specially when it comes to how our mind works, how energy works and how each one works in relation to the other.

So as soon as something passes {good or bad} and I am on the other side of the situation, I go back to look at how were things ‘vibing’ before the events unfolded — what was I thinking? what was I doing? who was I being? Sometimes I look back on journals, my google calendar or I just try to remember what was going on {in my mind and my energy} around that time.

Soooo once I realized the juicy miracle had happened and my wish was fulfilled of course I reverse engineered everything to dig in what I did then to get the results later which were WAY beyond what I expected {and so fast! Just a couple months after}

That’s when I realized:

“oh, shit!…… I…. let go! …..😶 F*KING SHIT! I freaking let it go!!!!”

“Is it really why it happened and so fast?” …… “yeah…..DAMN IT! I LET GO! Darn…. hate this!”

“ok I guess it all comes down to that darn letting go thing” *sigh*🙄

I really was upset about it. Letting go is NOT my thing at all. It is hard as it gets for me and now I just had confirmation that I needed to find a way to roll with it.

And for months, I begrudgingly accepted that this was the conclusion of the events:

👉🏼 I made it happened because I was at my wits end, made a clear request to God and let it go. Reads: I {figuratively} raised my hands up in air, asked for what I wanted and dropped it.

Yet, something in me wasn’t fully convinced.

Throughout the months, once in a while, it would come to my mind the question that didn’t want to shut which kept me not fully accepting this letting-go-is-needed concept:

“I have manifested plenty of things in my life that I DID NOT let go of at all and they also came fast and better than I imagined. How did it work before without letting go but not this time? Why *this* time, for *this* situation I had to let go for it to come?”

And that’s when finally the bells rang in my head:

Decision.

Every single time I had manifested something {specially when it came fast and easy!} I have made an inner decision that that’s how it is now. There is no going back and no other way. This one thing is now part {or out} of my life because it is.

On this specific issue, as I was making my request from that depleted state, I remember being so clear saying in my head:

“This is not who I am. This situation doesn’t match me. It has to be solved. It makes no sense that this is still an issue. God, do your thing and sort it out!”

In other words:

Self-concept.

{how you see yourself}

I clearly was in the process of changing how I see myself prior to making the decision and got to a point where I just knew that the situation was not matching who I am.
So I decided it was done. Because it didn’t belong with me anymore.

Now THAT conclusion of what happened made so much more sense in my mind.

🌟 I manifested so many things I wanted without letting go of them, and this one time that I did let go, the result was the exact same because…

The common denominator was 👉🏼 ✨decision.✨

I decided that starting in that moment, it was different.

“Creation is complete” as Neville Goddard says.

“And so it is” we respond 😍

So for the lovely ones out there that like me just can’t let go of the things they desire, know that you don’t even need to do that!

👉🏼 Focus on shifting how you are holding on to it:

😓 is it out of fear of loosing it?
OR
🤩 is it out of excitement of having it?

See that in the second one, the decision that it’s already yours is built into it? 😍
Hold on to the things if you want to, my love. Release it if you rather.
Either way no guilt and no harm done!

Me, over here? I’m holding you tight! 🎀🫶🏼

Many Smooches,